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SID | Rakuen (Garden of Ruin)
Despite it being a cruelly sleepless night　　Rain falls　　Relentlessly　　From the crevices
I can't even find the clue to my　　Loneliness　　My concealed heart　　Heads again for square one

Be it the inifinite counts of pain　　Or my reprinted past　　I'll bury them in earth　　And erase them
Will it make me feel better　　The morning sun　　Pierces　　These sleepless eyelids

All alone　　I claw at　　The excessively tall wall of my ego　　Gazing upon my wounds
Thinking of that place　　I can't return to　　Which has no form　　I sing　　Of things like hope

I'll stop pretending to be forging on 　　Anymore than this　　With that smile 　　That mangles up its inverse side

Blaming it on my warped voice　　I drown　　In a momentary paradise
When I'm about to moisten　　I withered

From now onwards　　If that's what's desired of me　　I can survey all of that　　Even the ends of my torment
If it'll reach what I love most　　Without averting these eyes　　Even if I'm broken　　I'll sing

All alone　　I claw at　　The excessively tall wall of my ego　　Gazing upon my wounds
Thinking of that place　　I can't return to　　Which has no form　　I sing　　Of things like hope

From now onwards　　If that's what's desired of me　　I can survey all of that　　Even the ends of my torment
If it'll reach what I love most　　Without averting these eyes　　Even if I'm broken　　I'll sing

I will sing

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This is a more abstract song with no particular setting, so I'll leave it free to interpretation. Mao said Yuuya gave him the theme of loneliness, and that he simply wrote as the words came. The title itself is a pun, rakuen usually means eden / paradise, but Mao replaced 楽 with 落, thus garden of ruin.

♪Be it the inifinite counts of pain　　Or my reprinted past
"Reprint" here refers to making copies of photographs.
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Rakuen

hidoku netsukenai yoru nano ni　　ame wa　　sukima kara　　youshanaku
kodoku　　itoguchi mo miataranai　　fuseta kokoro　　mata furidashi he

musuu no itami mo　　yakimashita kako mo　　tsuchi ni umete　　kesou
raku ni naru ka na　　fumin no mabuta ni　　asahi　　sasaru

hitorikiri　　takasugiru jiga no kabe　　kakimushiri　　kizu wo nagamete
modorenai　　sugata nai　　ano basho wo omotte wa　　kibou nado　　utau

kore ijou　　fumikomu furi wo yamete　　ura wo kiri kizamu　　sono emi de

yuganda koe no sei ni shite　　oboreru　　hito-toki no rakuen
uruou koro　　kareta

koko kara wa　　nozomu nara sono subete　　miwataseru　　kunou no hate mo
saiai he todoku nara　　kono hitomi sorasazuni　　kowarete mo　　utau

hitorikiri　　takasugiru jiga no kabe　　kakimushiri　　kizu wo nagamete
modorenai　　sugata nai　　ano basho wo omotte wa　　kibou nado　　utau

koko kara wa　　nozomu nara sono subete　　miwataseru　　kunou no hate mo
saiai he todoku nara　　kono hitomi sorasazuni　　kowarete mo　　utau

boku wa utau

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落園

ひどく寝つけない夜なのに　雨は　隙間から　容赦なく
孤独　糸口も見当たらない　伏せた心　また振り出しへ

無数の痛みも　焼き増した過去も　土に埋めて　消そう
楽になるかな　不眠のまぶたに　朝陽　刺さる

一人きり　高すぎる自我の壁　かきむしり　傷を眺めて
戻れない　姿ない　あの場所を想っては　希望など　歌う

これ以上　踏み込むふりはやめて　裏を切り刻む　その笑みで

歪んだ声のせいにして　溺れる　ひと時の楽園
潤う頃　枯れた

ここからは　望むならその全て　見渡せる　苦悩の果ても
最愛へ届くなら　この瞳そらさずに　壊れても　歌う

一人きり　高すぎる自我の壁　かきむしり　傷を眺めて
戻れない　姿ない　あの場所を想っては　希望など　歌う

ここからは　望むならその全て　見渡せる　苦悩の果ても
最愛へ届くなら　この瞳そらさずに　壊れても　歌う

僕は歌う